Sunday, January 24, 2010

Sometimes things just happen too fast for you to react.
Early in the morning woke up and went to hospital soon after with brother...
Others were already there.

Acc Grandma and all were crying because that doctor was going to increase the morphine to let her sleep as it would relieve her from her pain..Thus She would be sleeping and Only able to hear but not react to what we are saying..We all cried and hugged her before they increased it..

What devastating that you will never thought of is that was the last time i hugged my grandma..
After increasing the morphine me and dad went off to had lunch before coming back ..stayed till a late 6+ before leaving for dinner with the rest..and back for home to rest..

While on the road we proceeded to Long House For dinner..But Before even getting seated , The phone rang and my mum broke in tears..As my uncle told her that mum has stopped breathing but her heartbeat still beats..

Thus we rushed over at top speed..We reached and Grandma was already gone..

She took one more breathe after stopping and passed away..

Everyone was devastated..All cried till our eyes went dried while looking at her..
None of us expected it to be that fast as even the doctor said that it would probably still have few months.

Then we prepared for her funeral..Thus went back to grandma hse and packed stuffs related to her..

I got to stay strong..Even grandpa stays strong even though he really love grandma much more than anyone of us..

Grandpa Stay Strong ...

I love you grandma.I Hope you will rest in peace up there.i am sure everyone will take care of themselves.Grandma rest in peace.i will always remember you.The way you treated me like no one ever does.You brought me up.All the way from young till my primary school days.I still remember the days that i slept by your side and you brought me to school and always buy me my breakfast.Going on holidays with you ...Every single memories..will always stay in my heart..You were that close to me.I am sorry that i even neglected you somehow for school .I Love you grandma!

Funeral:

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Pek Kio ,Farrer Park Mrt NearBy.

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Thursday, January 21, 2010

Assignments..Exams...Chinese New Year..Camps...
Everything is here soon in a blink of an eye...
How i wished i could slow down all this pace and slow down the process of everything...

Last saturday night..Grandma had difficulties of breathing thus sending her to the hospital..
Went straight there and stayed till 4am before leaving..Heartbroken to see Grandma this way..
Grandma got admitted out of hospital a few days after she gets better.But doctor released another bad news ..Grandma had not much time left..Everyone was devastated by this..

I can't accept this fact and really is very sad about it..I want grandma to see me going to army..I want her to see my girlfriend..I want her to see me get married...Please hold on grandma..I really love you alot...

I never regretted something that much since the other time...
I regretted that i didn't went to the malaysia trip during holidays with my family and my grandparents when my grandma was still able to walk until when she came back from it and started to have a problem back then...
I went to work for some stupid job instead being able to stand by her and accompany her through the trip.
I truly regret this and i will spend all the free time i can get to accompany her.
Grandma God bless you!
I love you loads!
Stay well and get better.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i need to know! ITS BOTHERING ME!FML!

Vent it here!seeing ppl joining camp so happy yet so sad ..can't interview them not be their oc .but happy since camp is going well.


Argh ur promise to help then now say not all agree then can't help.ur never even try telling teacher.and your just merge pm with pub..zz ..if asked teacher then I would nt have been pek ceh!

But over le ba!can't do anything but disappointed

Monday, January 11, 2010

Looks like its still not OK.Nvm it doesn't matter anymore now.
Disappointed...

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Perhaps i might still get a shot on being in the committee ?
Guess i still have a chance to be able to be in it(:
Today prawning was fun.Aston after that and dessert stall(:
Greats(: